Queer but Hardly Dangerous

Tomorrow I will defend my master thesis. It is not actually that exciting at all. In fact, I have a pretty good idea about what the opponents are going to say. We met earlier today to discuss our thesis' and decided to pretend as if we don't know anything about what the other is going to say at the final seminar. I was thinking, as we sat in the library, isn't this cheating? Well, probably not, but let's say I am in for some serious acting tomorrow. "Oh, really? I didn't notice that this one needs a semi-colon".

Had the most extrodinary weather today, switching between blistering sunshine and Niagra falls style. I even got to see a rainbow, which inspired me to watch the last episode of the last season of Queer as Folk (US). Justin/Brian is one of the most sensitive soap love relationships I have ever seen. It is my favourite series after Millennium. Anyhow, in the end they sort of, but not entirely, break up because they feel like they are holding each other back in their struggle of satisfying the other one. I better stop before I am going sentimental and stuff.

Red Light, Green Light

I was thinking of a new blogging-habit. As soon as anyone that I don't know says hello to me, I will go here and post. Yes, it has happened again. I was driving the car in town and stopped for red light (actually I do sometimes) when this Volvo s60/s40 stopped next to me. The driver made a honk and this odd looking person next to the driver started to wave at me and smile. Then it crossed my lane and disappeared. I promise I don't know anyone who drives a dark blue Volvo s60/s40 of that late model. This made me think of the expression 'everyone knows the monkey, but the monkey knows no one' (well, doesn' work that well in translation I suppose). The amnesia is total.

Frank's sister brought terrible news about this particular butter I use on my sandwiches. It says on the label that it is good for your heart since it contains omega-3 stuff/fat. Apparently, she had read somewhere that this is not at all better than regular butter. It may even be more harmful for your health in general. Not that I give a damn about my heart at this point (I'm only 22 after all), but the difference is that this omega-3 butter has no milk in it, which is very convenient since I am lacto intolerant. It contains fat from greens and plants. So... Abandon omega-3 butter, or not? I figured that the best thing is to fool myself a little bit. Therefore, I imagine that I am considering laying it off, but will still use it until I have decided for sure.

The boredom...

So here we are again in the middle of the night writing for blind eyes, constructing stories that never happened and making our every day life look much more exciting than what it is.

I am having a cynical moment. There... It passed.

Relapse

Reload... Return, become, achieve and improve.
Try to feel and make it real!