Some kind of monster

Stomach pains and nose bleed before lunch today, great! As if it was not enough, I got an email forcing me to take a very important decision very soon. I am in marvelous condition for just anything like that right now. I have to do something, so I was thinking that if a crappy health condition, like stress, is born in your head, it would be most appropriate to kill it there as soon as I get a chance. What my brain creates, my brain should also be capable of destroying. It is very simple, just stop! That's what Frank would say, but it is not that simple. I have about thousand things in my head for my studies and my search for employment. I worry my guts out for what the future might bring. I wish I could just take off for a while, think it would do miracles.

Just breathe... Breathe...