Bad attitudes

I have just realised that I am the worst person to take decisions. Fast decisions that is. I had to apply for my future studies this fall before 12:00 today. I've had about one year to think and to organize, but I was still surfing the homepages of the universities five minutes to 12. It is so lame that the more you think of a decision and consider it, the more unrealistic it seems. I am the type of person who insist upon expecting the worst, since things can only get better after that. Honestly, who can prove me wrong? It is all about attitude. Some expect the best just to feel good as long as possible. Those people will decay in agony I tell yah!

So if this was my first attitude problem, my second is that I can not help going against as many people as possible. Every single opinion that is different from that of my verbal receiver is a victory in itself. It is almost some sort of hybris. If I state another opinion it means that the other person is wrong, because if he or she wasn't I would agree, would I not? I really have to work on my agree policy. I should sit down, being very nice and agree. Ordering the same chocolate ice cream as the rest of the family, although I think vanilla ice cream is so much better.